Multiple Sclerosis

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I hate this disease so much. I just wish everyone could understand just how much, but they never will. It's just me and me, myself and I. We three are all alone and suffering together and we feel along in this big old world even if we are not along. I know were not. So many others suffer yet I sit around and have chips and dip with my pity parties. I have my parties daily it seems like. I don't cry tears that anyone can see, but I'm crying. I cry inside where no one can see. I cry my heart out and often wish I had someone to cry  with me, but I really don't want an anyone to hurt like I do. To feel the numbness, the pain, the spasms, the cramps, the blurred vision, the feeling of loosing your mind and so many more things, but what I really hate worse is the feeling I get after trying to explain all the above to my husband who doesn't understand or to my family or even worse my neurologist  who should know how I feel, but doesn't. He doesn't have any idea how I or anyone else with MS feels because he doesn't have MS. He studies it, he doesn't have it. He can treat it, but he doesn't have it. He can prescribe medications for it, but he doesn't have it. He can listen to me cry and tell him all about it, but he doesn't have it. I DO!!  I HAVE MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS.